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maria posted a condolence
Monday, December 29, 2008
My heart is broken..until we meet again..I love and miss you so..a part of me left with you..
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ALiCE.<3 posted a condolence
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Hey Danny! its been soo long i usually stop myself from lookin at ur page and pictures but today ur just stuck on my mind and i miss u soo much.. i really wish that i could see you and talk to you and hear ur voice on the phone.. its so crazy and unbelievable that ur gone.. we used to have so much fun i dont know anyone like you ! and i probably never will. i hope and pray all the time that u are happy and with zam! its so hard to understand God's plan in life but i guess this is what it is and ill know 1 day. i guess the same way u know now. I pray for ur family and friends and the people who loved you and hope that their doing ok. I wanna see u again so bad. i know i will. watch over me and ur family. i love you soo much! & i miss u more than any word i could ever say.. ill never forget u! <3
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mommy posted a condolence
Sunday, August 3, 2008
DANNYBOY.........
MISS YOU SO AND WISH YOU WERE HERE... I CANT BELIEVE THIS IS REAL
I NEED YOU HERE WITH US ALL ..SHOW US OU ARE HERE STILL OK..LET US FEEL YOU HERE
LOVE YOU SO
MOMMY
XOXOXO
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mommy posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
missing you every single second and every breathe I take I think of you...I still cant believe this...
I love and miss you so....I am speechless....
love your mommy forever
mommy
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mom posted a condolence
Friday, January 18, 2008
Hey Dan
I never write on here anymore..I am sorry..I do write to you on your website but you know this already right!
Nothing is ever going to be the same..not a day goes by that I dont wonder what you would being TODAY and how you would be..and if you would still be in agony then I can somewhat accept this...for your peace
I love you with all I've got.... your line to me !
mommy xoxoxo
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mom posted a condolence
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Danny~~
Thanksgiving wont be the same without you---ever again. You LOVED the smell of Turkey cooking when you woke up--I can almost hear you saying-MA--you cooking again???? Oh Man-thats smells great..Whens Dinner?????? Haha Boy you were funny...I miss your hugs Danny...they were so sincere and so tight..like you were never going to let me go---but you did let go and I guess you had to...for the peace you deserved...
Remember how funny you were when you were little---Gobble Gobble...haha oh those memories will never leave me even if I live to be 100which I hope not! I will always remember the good times we had..and the gentle side to you that you only shared with a few people...we know it..we saw that side of you..and miss you so..
For some reason I have a vision of you when you were little with that Feather hat you would make in school..out of construction paper!!! Oh how cute you were!!! All proud...and some years it was a pilgrim hat but I dont think you liked that one as much!
Well I hope Thanksgiving in Heaven is really special..this year you must be all settled in by now...not like last year where you were still trying to figure things out-- I hope you are settled...with Zam and Grandmom and Pop Pop...and most of all I hope you have found peace with yourself..I would give up my own life for your peace..I will miss you so tomorrow and say a special prayer...Thanksgiving is a day for FAMILY...its a day to reflect what life is really all about--and give thanks for what we have or more importantly WHO we have in our lives that mean so much to us..I am going to try to think that way ...and you will be with me...always with me..you never left my side Danny..just some days I feel you more then others..
Well I love you more then words can ever say..and nothing can ever break the bond between and Mother and Child....always in my heart..
See you soon
love you
mommyxoxox
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mommy posted a condolence
Friday, October 26, 2007
Dannyboy~~~
I dont even know what to say anymore danny...I wish things had turned out different..wish you were here still and clean and living the life you deserved to.. BUT you are not here..and not coming back ever..so tell me how do I live now without you?? I had such hope for you and really thought you would "get it" one day.. I looked at you and felt such sadness when you I need to also live for who is here..and not forget that you would want me to live my life the best I can..so i am trying and asking you for help Danny...please..help me..
I love you with all I have
love mommy
xoxox
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Brandon your brother posted a condolence
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
its not right bro it just isnt man! i dont get why our family has to go through sunday like this.. the day after my birthday too.. u dont know how bad it feel to relise that the day after my birthday my brother died.. ITS NOT RIGHTTTT!! i hate this feeling i just hate it i just wish you would come back one more time JUST ONE MORE TIME THATS ALL I ASK NOT MUCH and that would be my true birthday present... it was the worst feeling in the world actually seeing my brother not breatheing, and seeing them bury u into the ground.. and to see everyone crying.. its the worst feeling in the world and i just wish that i could have one more chance to say goodbye.. its gonna be a year on sunday and i want that day to go smooth.. no one needs to be really really upset.. all we're doing is celebrating the good times not the bad.. but you know that people will cry and feel bad.. i know that for a fact!
misss youu dudeee,
Brandonnn
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John posted a condolence
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
It's not right Danny, I miss you so much and it hurts. It's not the same without you here, everything has changed. I wish everything was different you deserve to live you were such a great person and I'm sorry if I ever let you down. I remember the last time I told you I love you, I drove by there the other day and I wish I just held on for one more minute and squeezed you...I remember that morning you were following me because I had work and I could remember just looking at you in the rear view and crying for no reason, but I couldn't let you see. I need to see you again, I just wanna tell you some stuff...love u soo much goodnite
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mommy posted a condolence
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
Dannyboy~~~~~~
Make sure Zam has a great b/day!! and dont eat all her cake! I miss you so much it is hard to breathe and I cant seem to get pass this hump...I never will... I want you back and I want you to have another chance at life....one more chance...but its not going to happen so I have to try and I am ..so far..not working..
Love you Danny ...come to me please I wont be scared please ....I need to see you and hear your voice and I need a big hug..
love you forever
mommy
this is not goodbye only so-long for now
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Mommy posted a condolence
Saturday, September 22, 2007
dannyboy~~~~
This is soooooooo unreal to me..Is it some kind of joke!!! I cant go on anymore like this...this is wrong.. I want you back.. I dont care what problems you had I want you and them back..this is insane to me I cant seem to go on without you and I am trying sooo hard...How could you leave us?? Why?? And how am I supposed to go on now? My heart is so broken and I never ever would imagine the pain to be this bad..I love you with all I have as you often said to me and will see you soon one day soon...
love mommy
xoxoxo
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Another Mother posted a condolence
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
Hey Danny....
I was here writting to Zam so I thought I'd say hi.... I hope you are together and happy. Watching over eachother.... And us... Your Mom and I are getting by... One day at a time..It still hurts and I think it always will... Watch over your Mom, Danny... She needs your strength... and she needs to know that you are OK...
Say hello to Zam for me.... Watch over all of us!
See you when I get there!!
Barbara
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mom posted a condolence
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Dannyboy--
I never write here cause I write on your memorial page---but just incase you read here--I love you and miss you so much my heart hurts so much..more now that almost 9 months have passed--it is breaking my heart into pieces Danny--Help me dannyboy please..I dont think I can go on like this..I am trying to be so strong for everyone..I just cant seem to do it anymore..
I love and miss you and want you here with me..and I know that is selvish because you are in peace finally but you PROMISED me this wouldnt happen! help me danny
love mommy xoxoxo
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Another Mother posted a condolence
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Don't Tell Me
Don't tell me that you understand,
Don't tell me that you know.
Don't tell me that I will survive,
How I will surely grow.
Don't tell me this is just a test,
That I am truly blessed.
That I am chosen for this task,
Apart from all the rest.
Don't come at me with answers,
That can only come from me.
Don't tell me how my grief will pass,
That I will soon be free.
Don't stand in pious judgment,
Of the bonds I must untie.
Don't tell me how to suffer,
Don't tell me how to cry.
My life is filled with selfishness,
My pain is all I see.
But I need you, I need your love,
Unconditionally.
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Another Mother posted a condolence
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
I DO NOT NEED A SPECIAL DAY
I do not need a special day to bring you to my mind.
The days that I don't think of you are very hard to find.
Each morning when I awake, I know that you are gone.
And no one knows the heartache as I try to carry on.
My heart still aches with sadness and secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you, no one will ever know.
My thoughts are always with you, your place no one can fill.
In life I loved you dearly; in death I love you still.
There will always be heartache, and often a silent tear.
But always precious memories of the days when you were here.
If tears could build a staircase and memories a lane,
I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again.
I hold you close within my heart; and there you will remain,
To walk with me throughout my life until we meet again.
Our family chain is broken now, And nothing seems the same,
But as GOD calls us one by one, The chain will link again.
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mommy posted a condolence
Monday, June 18, 2007
dannyboy
i never write on here....I MISS YOU TOO MUCH I HATE THIS..I WANT YOU BACK NOW..RIGHT NOW DANNY This is insane..i love you and need you soooo love mommy xoxo
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alice posted a condolence
Monday, June 4, 2007
i miss so much.. i cant stand life.. i dont even know what im doin..im different. i hope ur okay i love you so much. i dont like the word " thats it".. meaning thats it for u.. no second chance? i dont get it.. i hope ur okay and happy babe.. i love you so much
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mommy posted a condolence
Thursday, May 31, 2007
Hi Danny
I dont write on here too much..I go to your memorial website but I decided to write incase you look here-- I know I am nuts......
danny-- I cant do this.I need you here I miss you so much I dont know how to live without you here..
Please help me Danny I am begging you I need to learn to let you go so you can have peace..I am sorry I am trying...
miss you soooooo
mommy xoxox
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mommy posted a condolence
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
DannyBoy~~~
My heart hurts today...I miss you soooo much...help me Danny please...it hurts too much anymore...
I love you with all I have..
mommy xoxoxox
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mommy posted a condolence
Friday, May 11, 2007
HAVE I TOLD YOU LATELY THAT I LOVE YOU..HAVE I TOLD YOU THERES NO ONE ELSE ABOVE YOU..REMEMBER OUR SONG???
I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU...YOU HAVE A MEMORIAL SITE NOW THAT IM ON ALL THE TIME......JUST FOR YOU
LOVE MOMMY
HUGS KISSES AND SEE YOU SOON...ALL MY LOVE FOREVER
XOXOX
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MOMMY posted a condolence
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
Danny...
Its been a while since I wrote on here...I cant explain how unreal this is to me..it goes on and on everyday and I keep waiting for an end...to this nightmare...to this life that was never supposed to turn out this way..you always told me you'd be ok..you PROMISED ME and I know it was beyond your control.. I dont know how much longer I can honestly go on like this..I really mean that...why cant I just be with you? Dont you need someone there in heaven with you? You need your Mom..I know you do! Yes you have grandmom..pop pop and of course Zam but there is nothing like a Mom.. I hate this so much...Mothers day is just 4 days away..its gonna be worse then your birthday..or any holiday.. How can I celebrate being a mother when one of my children are gone forever?????????????????????
Makes no sense to me..and I know..John and Brandon need me and now Gabriella but I just cant do it...see I lost you..my son..and they lost you too..and they lost a piece of me that Im trying to get back but guess what Dan? I cant get it back..so now I have to try to mend it the best I can and continue when I dont want to...
Please help me.. I know on Mothers day I just KNOW it ...he will give me a sign... we are planting a nice tree in the backyard for YOU..I am going to get a bench made too.. with your name and put something nice on it just for you..THAT IS ALL I want for mothers day...no gifts..just this tree..
I love you I need you please come to me...
see you soon
love you mommmy xoxoxox
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alice posted a condolence
Saturday, May 5, 2007
danny i miss u so much i just cant take it anymore.. here it comes again. this pain.. take it away.. please i need u right now
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alice posted a condolence
Tuesday, May 1, 2007
dan im gone crazy right now.. i wish i could see you standin infront of me.. dreams of you kill me.. i love seein you it feelsss unbelievable butt.. u go away and i dont want u to go away .. why cant u stay forever? i dont even wanna wake up sometimes.. likee this morning its all startin to come to me in my mind that your so far away.. am i ever gona see you again? i dont understand i think im ok and im gona be fine.. and then days like this hitt me and im like what am i doing? living without him? how and why am i still here goin on everyday.. YOU ARE IN HEAVEN AND I AM ON EARTH! its absolutely insane everyone misses u sooo much and loves youu danny! its so hard.. i cant stand that i cant be with you right now.. I JUST WANNA SEE UR CAR OUTSIDE u used to pick me up every nitee.. im shakin thinkin about this.. this is so weird right now especially u were just in my dream last night.. it was really youu..! i mean u were real i could touch you see you.. talk to you.. u were so0 serious! why? are u happy? i hope that u are i PRAY that u are.. i love you so much.. ur always in my heart forever i cant wait to see u again..! tell zam i lovee her so0o muchh and id do anything on this messed up earth to see you two!.. i love you xoxo!
i tried to go on like i never knew this..im awake buy my world is half asleep i pray for this heart to be unbroken but without u all im goin to be is incomplete.. i dont mean to drag it on but i cant seem to let u go i dont wanna make u face this alone! im here</3:' i love u
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mommy posted a condolence
Saturday, April 28, 2007
Hi DannyBoy~~~~~
I don't have much to say...it is 6 months today...6 months ago was the last time you woke up in this house..you ate lunch..played basketball with Brandon..you spoke to me..looked at me...and were here..within a few hours you were not..Makes no sense to me at all..We came to visit you today..I just stare in disbelief..and try to clean up so it looks nice for you.......my heart hurts today danny..real bad...I think Ihad a dream of you last night..but I cant remember it. I miss you so much it is truly an unreal feeling..but I know you dont want me to hurt like this so I am trying my best..I will see you soon....one day I promise and it will be forever this time...Ihope I never let you down..I always tried not to.. Ifelt you with me today when I was buying you flowers...Was that You???
Well so much for not having much to say! I love you sooo and miss you sooo
Mommy xoxoxoxo
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mommy posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Danny.....
Seem like when I think I am getting better or used to this, it hits me again like a huge wave. It takes my breathe away.. Please Please help me Danny..I need you.. The other day I thought I heard your voice, thought I heard you tell me,, I am here Mom,,I can help you like no other can...more then I could ever on Earth...Was that my imagination or you?? Why??? Why?? What were you thinking?? were you in pain? Did you cry for help? Please answer me somehow I cant get any rest until I know these answers. I cant imagine that forever is forever,,to me you will always be 20..with every passing year..
I love you but you know that, I miss you and you know that.. I would have died for you danny
love you mommy
xoxo
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mommy posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
DANNYBOY.................
This is NOT FAIR...I cant do this and I dont want to anymore...please Danny..please help me.. I just dont get it I cant live without you here too...you are my child..this is wrong and impossible to bear..please please help me thats all I ask of you..it is much more then I can bear
love you soooooo much my sweet dannyboy
mommy xoxox
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aLice posted a condolence
Monday, April 16, 2007
hello my sweet angel.. i am thinkin about you as usual! and i miss you so much.. do you remeber when we used to be layin down.. and i would say my eyes wont go away.. lol and it would mean that i couldnt sleep.. and u were laughin so much when i said that.. we always used too laugh all the time! as time goes on without u i keep thinkin of more memories with you.. and it hurts so bad to know that they are only memories and i will never be able to make anymore.. even tho i feel you everywhere i am.. i wish i could hug you.. i miss that so much! i continuesly drive myself crazy lo0kin at your pictures and listening to songs that remind me of you.. and i put myself in my whole little "danny world" and even tho it hurts me.. i still do it.. i guess sometimes i need to just close my eyes and remeber and imagine you..! thats all i have left :.. only for now tho.. one day i will find you and get to feel happy again! i honestly cant believe it still.. theirs not a day that goes by where i dont think of you.. in everything i do u are in my mind! ill never everrr forget you! MILLoneION!
when i met you.. i didnt know it would take me the rest of my life to get over the feeling of knowing my dream didnt turn out right.. how could i know that u would go.. BABY I THOUGHT U WERE THE ONE! YOUR LIPS.. UR FACE..something that time just cant erase.. MY HEART JUST BREAKS ALL OVER AGAIN .. when i think of how it could have been.
I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH!!
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mommy posted a condolence
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Hey DannyBoy..............
All I can say is I am missing you so much...no matter how busy I try to keep myself you are ALWAYS there on my mind and in my heart...
God I miss you so much I cant believe you are gone...
Help me Danny..please
this song ws played in church and its for you
Isaiah 40:31
"But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength;
they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run,
and not be weary; and they shall walk and not faint."
You who dwell in the shelter of the Lord,
Who abide in His shadow for life,
Say to the Lord, "My Refuge,
My Rock in Whom I trust."
Refrain
And He will raise you up on eagle's wings,
Bear you on the breath of dawn,
Make you to shine like the sun,
And hold you in the palm of His Hand.
The snare of the fowler will never capture you,
And famine will bring you no fear;
Under His Wings your refuge,
His faithfulness your shield.
Refrain
And He will raise you up on eagle's wings,
Bear you on the breath of dawn,
Make you to shine like the sun,
And hold you in the palm of His Hand.
You need not fear the terror of the night,
Nor the arrow that flies by day,
Though thousands fall about you,
Near you it shall not come.
Refrain
And He will raise you up on eagle's wings,
Bear you on the breath of dawn,
Make you to shine like the sun,
And hold you in the palm of His Hand.
For to His angels He's given a command,
To guard you in all of your ways,
Upon their hands they will bear you up,
Lest you dash your foot against a stone.
Refrain
And He will raise you up on eagle's wings,
Bear you on the breath of dawn,
Make you to shine like the sun,
And hold you in the palm of His Hand.
And hold you in the palm of His Hand.
BE HAPPY IN HEAVEN MY LOVE...
Mommy xoxox
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mommy posted a condolence
Friday, April 13, 2007
Hey DannyBoy.........
Tomorrow is Dads birthday...can you do me a favor and give him the best gift possible? Can you come to him please in a dream and let him know you are happy and safe?? He is heartbroken ... A dream from you would be great Danny..I feel so empty inside without you Danny..a piece of me is gone now and I am trying to continue living here but it is sooo hard Dan.. How is Zam???? I am sure you are soo happy to be with her and grandmom too...2 very important people in your life and now for eternity.. I just wish you were here and you were living a decent life and watching Brandon playing baseball and seeing Gabriella smile...all these things Danny. Last night brandon had baseball down at the Complex, and I swear I saw you standing at the end of the fence... I looked out and saw you and felt you near...Stay with us Danny please..I need you so much and love you more then you can ever imagine...ever Life will never be the same and I find myself often wondering what you are doing and if you eat in heaven and if there is fun things to do and most importantly if you have meet with our God and if he hugged you and told you that the fight was over now and you are at peace forever..I want to know all these things..
mommy xoxoxoxo
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mom posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Hey DannyBoy
well I miss you more then ever now...it is so unreal to me and most days I just wonder if this really happened. Some days I think that having you was all a dream..and this has always been my life if that makes sense...Then the reality hits me and I know that the pain I feel is so real... I truly hope you are happy...I wish I would dream of you Dan..please please I need to..
We are all trying to get by..please help us and watch over us all ok?? I miss you so much it is killing me inside and I need ur strength to help me..
love you forever and a day...
mommy xoxox
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mommy posted a condolence
Friday, April 6, 2007
Hey DannyBoy
Tomorrow is Ambers wedding..I know you and Grandmom and Pop Pop will be with us but it just wont be the same.... And then it will be Easter and I will miss you so much even though it is not a big holiday..You will miss all the good food..It will never be the same ....ever...
I love and miss and need you
mommy xoxox
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aLice..i misS yoUu! posted a condolence
Wednesday, April 4, 2007
dan..im sOo weak these days, i used to be able to sitt and talk about the times we shared and how much we had.. but i cant even mention ur name or think of anything without just breakin down.. i miss you more then u could ever imagine! noww more then ever.. its startin to become reality to me and i dont like it at all! i dont know how to face this.. every day all night i just think of everythingg!!! and i say to my self why ? i just want more than anything for you to be happy babe.. and if ur happy i will try to be happy.. i just need to know! when i cry .. dont get sad its only because i love you! : okk & i know ill see u again someday.. everyday is 1 more day closer to see yoUu..until then i will live like your still my baby <3 always in my heart dan foreverr!! evaaaaaaaaaaa!
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mom posted a condolence
Tuesday, April 3, 2007
Hey dannyBoy
I have no idea why this is getting worse..they say " in time" I will adjust but it is almost 6 months and I feel worse then ever before. I know you can read this but then again you dont have to cause you can see how hurt we are here..
I want you to know that if I knew that you were truly so happy and that you would never ever have that happiness here..then maybe I could find my way but until you give me a sign that you are OK I can not seem to move forward, not even a little bit. So can you work on that for me? Can you send me a message somehow to tell me that you would never be so happy here..that you struggles here would have been your entire lifetime..please Danny can you do this for me?
I love you more then you can imagine and I always did...and you knew it..please remember I will NEVER forget you even if I laugh sometimes or seem to be "happy" in my heart..you are there
love you
mommy xoxoxoxo
ps--I will never be able to make ravioli again since that is the last thing you ate and you were like...Mom this is sooooooooo good! haha but anything was good to you!
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alice posted a condolence
Sunday, April 1, 2007
i miss you so0o muchh rigghttt now! why did this happen to you.. u dont wanna be their.. u dont deserve to be.. im in shock right now this is real? i wanna be with you why cant i? please promise mee ur okay! are u happy? i need you i need you! i need to see ur face ur smile ur laugh ur walk ur talk ur voice your touch ur hugs.. i miss you so0 much its not supposed to be this way.. the summers is comin we should be plannin a vacation and fallin assleep on the beach again.. remeber? and gettin reall tann then takin a shower and seein whos tanner..lol ur the 1 and only thing i need in my life.. from the day i met you.. im lost where am i goin? what am i doin? only you know that dan from up their as u watch me everyday live without you here.. i hide and hold it in everyday and i continue to talk about you like ur still here.. how can i still see myself with you.. if ur not gona be..? i dont get it the best person in my life was you.. why am i crying? why do i have to be cryin? why cant i be laughin ..WITH YOU no1 can replace ur smile.. this was an accident ! how could this have been ment? no way!.. this right here is the only way for me to talk to u ? ? ? its not and shouldnt be right!.. i was so0o0o0o0o inlovee with you.. u didnt know! i didnt even know.. i mean i knew but i was scared and on top of my game like u saidd.. aha!!.. i wish i could turn back hands of time.. i would have never let u gOo! ever .. im gona wait for u forever and find a way to get to you.. ok.. i love you so0 much..
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mom posted a condolence
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Hey DannyBoy........
I still can not beleive you are gone...5 months today..5 long long months...I dont think I will ever accept this at all and I often wonder what you went through that day..I want to beleive that angels came down and escorted you to heaven.. pretty...hot angels..haha
I want to believe you are happy, I really do but it is so hard without you here
I love you..................... so so so so much.......
missin you...
love you
mommy xoxoxox
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mom posted a condolence
Monday, March 26, 2007
DannyBoy.............
I MISS YOU.......................
I MISS YOU...................
I MISS YOU...................
NOTHING MORE TO SAY........COME TO ME IN A DREAM TONITE PLEASE DANNY
LOVE YOU SO
MOMMY
XOXO
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mom posted a condolence
Sunday, March 25, 2007
Hey DannyBoy
Forget being numb Danny..that left. I feel so many different things but mostly I feel the pain of missing you....everything reminds me of you..every single thing from the birds outside to a song on the radio
I love you Danny and will see you one day I promise
mommy xoxox
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alice posted a condolence
Sunday, March 25, 2007
Danny</3
tOday is so0 hard for me i miss u unbelievably.. too much time is passin now without you and im startin to get sick of livin life without u here.. i watched ur video today and i just sat and cried and tried to think of a reason why all this happened? and i came up with nothing.. because their is no reason why u shouldnt be here to live a beautiful life with ur family and me and ur friends.. i just dont understand..ill never be the same..
when i think of all the dreams we left behind.. when i look back on the days when i looked and seen ur face.. u were right their for me!
in my dreams ill always see u soar above the sky in my heart their will always be a place for you for all my life ..i keep a part of u with me and everywhere i am their youll be! i always will remeber all the strengh u gave to me.. ur love made me make it thru i owe so much to you.. u were right their for me!
i always saw in u in you my light, my strength.. thank u for all the ways u were their for me..
YOUR IN MY HEART FOREVER! I LOVE U SO MUCH <3
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Lauren posted a condolence
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
I don't like to write on these things because I dont like people to worry if I'm upset but even though I talk to you this feels more real. Today was particularly hard because I was thinking of Ambers wedding and I pretended this didn't happen and you would be there and we would sit together again and complain that the food wasn't getting out fast enough. Whenever I try to talk about you to my friends they imply that I should be better by now. Except someone said the other day that "no matter who you may talk to more often, you always feel a special closeness to the people you share blood with, and it is a very special bond." Ofcourse she's paid to make me feel better haha. It did make me feel better though because I didnt feel so guilty for not being there these past few years, even though we still talked a lot and our bond grew the most then, and it made me think of all the other family I share that with and I'm lucky. But I wish I had seen you more often. I was talking to Kristen the other day and we were talking about how when Brandon came to visit last summer she said you should have came and you said "next summer." and When the family went to the Jersey shore two summers ago I said i missed you but you were out in Cali and you said "next time." And I was counting on those next times. And I'm glad we shared a special bond but i'm just not ok with you not being here for those next times because I wanted those years for us to spend together, and most importantly to spend together healthy. I just wanted us to be healthy together like we always said we would be. I'm trying really hard not to go back to my old ways because I know that's the last thing you want. So just watch over the family and me too if you have time and I love you and miss you every day and I hope you knew that while you were here and I sure know you know that now.
~Lauren
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mom posted a condolence
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
dannyboy
I am numb today..I feel nothing..nothing at all. I want to feel things but I just cant. Why??? Why am I so numb...please help me I am scared of what i am becoming..
love you and miss you and NEED you here
mommy xoxo
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mom posted a condolence
Saturday, March 17, 2007
Hey DannyBoy
Again I am thinking of you...all the time..How I wish I could just have that day back..I am not even sure what I could have done. I wonder all the time what I could have done to make things different but I can't think of ONE thing..
I really can't believe I am writing this right now, it still seems so unreal to me. Where are you Danny?? Really ...where???
I just sit and think and look all around and see you everywhere and I can't seem to snap out of this HELL I am in now..I have so many questions for you that I am sure I will never know the answers to, like what where you thinking? and did you know you were going to die and if so was it fast,,so fast you had no clue what happened. I HOPE that is how it went. I hope you had no idea what happened and that you did not lay there and wait for help..How can I do this? I write this and I re read it and it sounds INSANE to me ,,like it must be someones story I am reading not mine. I would give anything to have you here and for you to say,,,wow that was scary Mom..I will never touch another drug ever..
But that won't happen so now I have to try to deal with this and it kills me to think of forever...forever I will be without you now.. Some people have stayed away now..the newness of you being gone has worn off and thats ok because its the people that matter ,,that stick around..You were and are loved by soooo many people Danny..did you know that when you were here? I hope so and I hope you can see all of us and I hope you help us cause most days I have no idea how I even get out of bed..I dont want to but something pushes me and I think it is you.
I love you with all my heart and I always have. Not for one minute did I stop and although I was mad at you I never ever stopped loving you
Please come to me if you can..It would really mean alot to me. I need to see you and know you are safe although my heart does tell me this.. Love you forever danny. till we met again..this is not goodbye..only so long for NOW
mommy xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
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mom posted a condolence
Saturday, March 10, 2007
Hi DannyBoy
I miss you so much today,,,as always..Brandon is growing up so much..always on the phone and computer..just like you...he is so funny and I worry about him so much ..Please promise me you will always ALWAYS look after him... Lil John is really good.well I am not sure about how he is dealing with losing you..but you would be proud of him..He is really grown up and doing well and such a great Daddy~ I love seeing him with the baby..he is wonderful and caring..And Jaime has adjusted to motherhood so great~ She is a great Mommy and I am so proud of her too..she takes such great care of that beautiful baby Gabriella Danielle...Danny.. you would not believe it~~ The baby is so wonderful.I look at her and in her eyes I see you..I dont know why cause she really looks like Johnny but I see you.. I hope this means you are right there with her and all of us..I need to know this so please try your best to come to me ok? Dad is dealing with this in a different way..I think he is trying to avoid feeling this pain of losing you..I know he feels it and he runs from it every chance he can...I am worried about that so help him ok? Can you really read all this?? I wonder...
One more thing.. I am so sorry I did not have the courage to come see you in the hospital when you died...the fear took over me and I literally was frozen and unable to make any decisions I am sooooo sorry please forgive me Danny..I wish I had held you and kissed you and told you how sorry I am that your life turned out this way..I am telling you this now in hopes you can read it.. I am trying to believe you are really in a better place and happy..Please..where ever you are..be happy and know that I am only a heartbeat away..and I want nothing more then you to be happy...
I love you and miss you so much and this pain just keeps getting worse for me and I try to hide it from everyone..but I cant anymore Danny..
Help me my sweetheart ok??
love u and see you soon hopefully
mommy
xoxoxoxoxoxo
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mom posted a condolence
Thursday, March 8, 2007
Hey DannyBoy...
I read Barbs note to you, I have to call her cause I dont know what she is talking about BUT Sardania is in Italy...Are you visiting Italy?? Uncle Jim is going there in May with Michael... WEll you know jerry, Dads very good friend..his daughter Lynda died 2 days ago from drugs, I dont know how to do this and be there for him... Please help me Danny...I guess you already know this because she must be there in heaven with you.. I can not believe you are really gone. I came to visit you every day this week.it snowed here so I went to clean up the snow off your pics at the cemetery...I just stare at the headstone in total disbelief...It cant really be you... I dont think I can go on with this life here without you...Brandon and Gabriella are the only real reason I do this..Johnny would be fine without me eventually..but they would not..I wish I could just see you and know you are happy and safe and I just cant imagine the rest of my life without you. Brandon and I went to NYC last weekend and the cab driver was talking to me and asked me if Brandon was my only child..I said No..he said how many do you have...OMG it was a horrible feeling..I said I have 3 sons and I do Danny..even though you are not physically here...God this is impossible to do I miss you more and more each day and keep waiting for all of this to be a joke..a lesson for all of us..
I love you and miss you so much please help me Danny and watch over all of us...please I am begging you
see you soon hopefully
mommy
xoxoxox
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alicee<33 posted a condolence
Thursday, March 8, 2007
my beautiful angel..
how are you doin up their? are u as happy as i try to imagine u are?.. i miss u so much i cant believe this is reall. i keep replayin one sweet day and hopin that i see u one day again..i cant imagine not ever seein ur face again..it wouldnt be fair or right.. sOo their has to be another place where we will meet again..i just wish u could come back and be here with us..i have been thinkin about you so much lately and dreamin of you.. but thats not close enoough for me..sometimes i wonder if this is hell and where u are is heaven.. because it really does feel like hell.. i miss all the things we used to do.. and i look at pictures of you and i just dont understand why all i have left is a picture???
its so hard to believe !!
i love & miss u so muchhhh!!
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Barbara posted a condolence
Wednesday, March 7, 2007
Hi Danny.... How are you??? Where is Sardania and why are you there??? Zam said you were there on Sunday but I've never heard of it... I haven't talked to your mother about this yet... I was waiting till I saw her in person...
Everyone misses you.. I know you don't want to be there... We don't want you there either... we'd much rather have you here with us.. taking care of your beautiful little niece... Hangin out with Fre and John... They all miss you very much... Watch over the baby, Danny.. She is so very precious and beautiful...
It would really be nice if you could visit your mom... She misses you and is hurting alot... Just give her a hug and let her know you are near.... I think that would help... And, while you at it, you can tell Zam to stop by 8 Uranus too... Everyone dreams of her but me...
Take care, Danny... I love you and miss you.... See you when I get there....
Love,
Barbara
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Aunt Sue posted a condolence
Tuesday, March 6, 2007
Dear Danny:
I don't write very often but you know I talk to you every day. I still am in disbelief that this really happened. We are all trying to move forward and we are suppose to live life everyone tells us. Yet life has taken on a different meaning now. The girls all miss you every much. They too are struggling to believe that forever is forever.
I know in my heart you are at peace. For that I am grateful because I hated to watch you suffer. I wish I could have done something to help you. I wish alot of things. Gabriella is beautiful and I think she looks like you. You would have been so proud...
I get sad Danny looking at all the pictures of your life. It makes me sad that I lived in Connecticut and missed your every day life but yet I know in my heart that you knew I loved you unconditionally. You certainly lived when you were here..gosh I never saw more beautiful girls!!!! It has been four months which is nothing compared to forever and yet in some ways it seems like so long ago. You will forever be in our hearts, thoughts and prayers. Love, Aunt sue
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alice posted a condolence
Thursday, March 1, 2007
im so sorry i just miss u so0 much i just need 1 more day with you.. i cant stand to look at these pictures and hear these songs knowin im never gona be able to see you again or at least now any time soon..i just wanna hugg you n just hold u so tight n lever ever let u goO away again.. just to turn back the hands of time.. i know i could have saved you..time is goin by too fast yet too slow.. without YOU! i just want to be with you i dont care where or how..i keep havin visions of you in my head.. how could i have been so sure that u were the one i was really gonna be wit for a long time.. i seen it right infront of me.. and then all that i felt just crashed.. i dont understand
listen to my prayers..let me know u hear me.. im so lost
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mom posted a condolence
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Hi My DannyBoy~~
Today is four months that you have been gone..sometimes it feels like yesterday and other days it seems like forever.. I am going to visit you and bring you some flowers..I will spend some time with you it is supposed to be a nice day today..
I remember that day and the initial moment I saw you on the floor and I just knew it ws different then any other day...I was stopped in my tracks and just froze and from that day on I am still trying to "unthaw "if that makes sense to you.. I am praying and hoping that I find some peace with all of this and that one day you come to me clearly in my dreams and just tell me that its ok..that you are safe and happier then I can ever imagine..If I knew this I think it would be easier for me..to know you are happy and safe..The unknown is a scary thing and when it is a child that you are unknown about, well it is just haunting because a mothers instinct is to protect..
I love you DannyBoy every second of every day ...forever
Mommy xoxox
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alice posted a condolence
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
dan i miss u so much i cant make no sence of this it feels like yesterday i was just on the phone with you or with you laughin somewhere. & now its almost 4 months since i seen ur face or herd ur voice.. its killin me somedays im ok.. other days im just lost.. i cant figure this out i really just wanna know where ur at & what ur doin and if ur ok..my mind just goes crazy thinkin about you it hurts so much i cant let myself move on from this. my worst fear happened..and it was some1 i cared about so much.. i dont get it ! i talk to ur mom everyday and it jus kills me how much alike we are and how it could have been if u were here.. i just wish u could be here to see ur neice.. she is beautiful i cant wait to meet her and i will give her so much love for you! i dont kno i dont really know what to say i just need u to help me get thru this.. im not sure how to live everyday witout some1 i loved. its so hard for us but im gona be their for everyone just like u were always their for me..
the littlest things hurt so bad.. like smokin cigaretes in ur car & i was scared to ash out the window i would think it would blow up in my face from the wind and i would just hand it to you and u would ash it for me.. : i dont kno dan this is just crazy u were real special to me & i hope u knew that i love you!
& always will</3
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Mom posted a condolence
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Hi Dannyboy~~
I can't stop thinking of you all the time..it haunts me.. Life is changing so much but this pain is not changing and is getting worse..I wish I knew what you were thinking that day and why ...why did this have to happen. I want to believe that you would have never gotten it so God spared you anymore pain. I just can't seem to move forward and feel stuck in this awful place where all I do is think and think..I am miserible and I think it shows and I was always able to pick myself up but now I just can't seem to do so.. Please watch over us and Brandon..he is growing up so much and so fast and I worry about him all the time..Please guide him to do the right thing... And John Jaime and Gabriella,,,help them please..Watch over that beautiful lil girl ..she is so unreal and I think she kind of looks like you! Help your brother and Jaime stay strong and also be happy and enjoy their gift from God.. And Daddy..well he is keeping busy to stay distracted but that worries me too... I dont know what else to say other then one day we will meet again and I am hoping to find some peace until that time comes..I can not see living this way forever..I miss you so and it is so strange to me most days..I wish you were here to bug me when dinner is ready..or ask to use my Gas card..or just give me that great bear hug you always did..to remind how much love you had for me..
Love you ,
Mommy xoxoxo
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mommy posted a condolence
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
DannyBoy..
Happy Valentines Day..although what a stupid holday..One day you are supposed to show your love for someone and make it special...thats insane and I think I decided to not celebrate this holiday anymore..it is stupid. We should not wait till today to go out of our way and show our love..makes no sense. I have the last card you gave me last year for valentines Day, on my mirror in my bedroom and I read it every single day and in it you wrote that if I ever doubted how much you loved me..to read this card. So I read it to remember how much you did and still do love me...I want all these stupid holidays to go away and not exist anymore but I know that is not fair to others.. I love and miss you so much ...please I am begging you for a dream please I need to hear your voice and see you once again and I promise I wont be scared and I wont want anymore then this dream..Please danny ..
love you forever in my heart
mommy xoxoxo
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mommy posted a condolence
Monday, February 12, 2007
Uncle Danny!!!
God I miss you so much it is killing me inside..I try to hide it and I am so angry at the world..it is horrible..Please help me Dan I am begging you please for I cant go on like this...Gabriella Danielle is beautiful..you should be here with her...too
Come to me in my dreams please Danny I need some hope....
Love ya
mommy
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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katherine thomas posted a condolence
Friday, February 9, 2007
danny you seemed great and i wish i could of met you too along with stephanie.Brandon really misses you and watch over him and his family.Make sure nothing harmful happens to them and keep them safe.
fro0m,
katheriine
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Barbara posted a condolence
Wednesday, February 7, 2007
Hey Danny....
Just signing on again to say hello.... this time to you.... I said hello to Zam yesterday.... And actually, the poem below from "Another Mother" was me as well.... I just don't want anyone to forget.... you or Zam... We never will........
Gabriella will know her uncle... She will love you and know you as if you were still here... She will see your pictures and say "That's Uncle Danny... He's my guardian angel in heaven"... She will kiss your pictures just like Marcella does with Zam's pictures...
We miss you, Danny... Every one does... Watch over your Mom and Dad.. I know their pain and they need your strength to go on... Tell Zam to come see me in my dreams... Give her butterfly kisses for me and tell her that I love her....
I'll see you both when I get there...
Much Love, forever & ever,
Barbara
xoxoxoxoxoxox
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Another Mother posted a condolence
Tuesday, February 6, 2007
.....The time for concern is over...No longer are we asked how we are doing. Never are the names of our children mentioned to us. A curtain descends. The moment has passed. Lives slip from frequent recall. There are exceptions; close and compassionate friends, sensitive and loving families. Still look. Still ask. Still listen. For most, the drama is over. The spotlight is off. Applause is silent. But for us, the play will never end. The effect on us is timeless. What can be said, you ask? Please say their names to us. Do not tiptoe around one of the greatest events of our lives. Love does not die.
Their names are written on our lives. The sounds of their voices replay within our minds. You feel they are dead. We feel they are of the dead and still they live. They ghostwalk our souls, beckoning in future welcome. You say they were our children. We say they are. Please say their names to us and say their names again.
It hurts to bury their names in silence. What they were in flesh is no longer with us. What they are in spirit stirs within us always. They are part of the past, but they are a part of our now. They are our hope for the future. You say not to remind us. How little you understand we cannot forget. We would not if we could. We understand you, but feel pain in being forced to do so. We forgive you, because you cannot know. And, we would forgive you anyway. We accept how you see us, but understand that you see us not at all. We strive not to judge you, for yesterday we were like you. We love you, will make no exceptions towards you. But we wish you could understand that we dwell both in flesh and in spirit. The mystery is that you do, too, but know it not. We do not ask you to walk this road. The ascent is steep and the burden heavy. We walk it not by choice. We would rather walk with them in flesh, looking not to spirit roads beyond. We are what we have to be. What we have lost, you cannot feel. What we have gained, you cannot see. Please say their names, for they are alive in us.
We will meet them again, although in many ways we've never parted. They and their lives play light songs on our minds, sunrise and sunset on our dreams. They are real and in shadow, they were and they are. So, please say their names to us and say their names again. They are our children, and we love them as we always did. Say their names!
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mommy posted a condolence
Tuesday, February 6, 2007
DannyBoy~~~~~~
Danny you are an UNCLE! Gabriella Danielle was born on feb 5th at 4:48 AM but I am sure you already know this because you are her guardian angel..I am sure of this and also sure you are always watching over her and Brandon too and all of us here....I miss you so much and I look at Gabriellas' beautiful face and I think of how cute you would have been with her...You would have been so proud to be Uncle Danny and you are even though you are not physically here...She is going to bring alot of happiness Danny...please don't ever think I am forgeting you..I am never going to do that..I felt instant love for her...the minute I saw her lil face..and i know you want it this way..BUT I am not forgetting you in any way and my pain is still so unreal but God has sent us this lil angel to help us and to remind us of you for we all know that you are with her...and that makes us all closer to you too..She is the most beautful lil girl ever!! I know,,proud grandmom! We will tell her all about you and how kind hearted you were and the best hugs in the world that you would give us..Meanwhile please watch over her and all of us and please please come to me in my dreams or some way..I need to know that you know how I feel ok... Give Zam and Grandmom and Grandpop a kiss for me..tell them I miss them too and take care of each other as we are all trying to do that here..
Love you forever in my heart
mommy xoxox
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MOM posted a condolence
Saturday, February 3, 2007
My Dannyboy~~~ 21years ago today you were born..this beautiful 10 lb dark haired baby!! You had the widest darkest brown eyes...I can not believe you are not here today..what am I supposed to do every feb 3rd from now on? You were so excited to be turning 21 and I wish you were here to see this great party...I miss you and am not so sure I can do this and go on with life..I'm not really sure...I want to be with you today so please give me a sign you are with me...love you sooooo much and have a great BDAY with Zam and Grandmom..PopPop and all........
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
mommy
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fredo posted a condolence
Monday, January 29, 2007
D-Block.....where the hell did u go little sister....I still cant believe it, it feels like all over again im questioning why? God and his decisions, i still dont understand...my only hope it that ur with Zam....and ill see u's ttogether one day......love u little sister...
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MOMMY posted a condolence
Sunday, January 28, 2007
Hey DannyBoy~
It is 3 months, 92 days to be exact since I saw your face and heard your voice..I can not believe it Danny... I need you to help me thru this please..it is unbearable today for me, I cannot imagine it being a year or 2....HOW will I go on ..I dont know how to do this Danny..HELP ME OK..I am begging you dannyboy...I love you with all I've got and I always will forever till that day I get to wrap my arms around you and never let you go..
Help me danny..
Love you..mommy xoxox
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alice posted a condolence
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Danny when i first found out that i was never gona see u again.. it tore me apart worse then i ever imagined anything would.. and i went thru alot of rough times and didnt think id be able to go on without you knowin how close we were and that u were a part of my life..and now just a memory.. and i believe u gave me alot of strength and helped me deal wit my pain.. expecially the dreams i had of you.. but today i realized one thing.. it didnt even hitt me yet.. 3 months ago today was the very last i talked to you on the phone and i can still hear ur voice and exactly what u said to me.. and ONLY GOD knows how much i love you and miss u.. i dont even realize it because today it hitt me pretty hard.. and when i felt it i didnt know how to react to sucha feeling.. a feeling i couldnt change or couldnt do anything about to make myself ok.. because no matter what ur not here and ur not gona be here.. so how am i supposed to be ok?.. i try to just say " ur happy" and i swear i believe u are.. but why you? i really need you to help me and help ur family and ur friends.. we need you.. i know if theirs anything u can do up their.. u have the power to fix our hearts.. because thats just the way u were.. anytime some1 u cared about was upset or hurt.. u would do anything to make us better.. or laugh.. sOo please just try.. i wish i could close my eyes and see a picture of where u are.. its probably beautiful and you deserve to be in such a wonderful place.. but we should all be their together.. instead were left with nothing but a burning feelin.. but i know you will help us to be okay.. all i have of you is memories that i will never forget or ever stop talking about.. and until my memories can become reality again.. i will love you forever no matter how far and what happens..<3 im still loOkin at the stars just like we used to do.. but now im lookin for you.. THE BRIGHTEST SHINIEST STAR IN THE SKY! UR AN ANGEL danny.. just like u always were.. my angel<3
mama urr gogouess.. lol! i miss you more then words could say..! :
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mom posted a condolence
Friday, January 26, 2007
Hi Dannyboy~~
Thanks for helping me today...I felt you all day with me and it felt so good and I needed that so much!!! I love you so!!
I am getting ready for your party and although you will not be here..I know in spirit you will be with us..although that is not good enough for me right now..I am hoping one day I learn how to live this new life....It is now 7 days away from 21 yrs ago that my huge 10lb beautiful baby was born!! I remember the day like it was yesterday...I never thought that any of my memories would ever be of burying you and letting you go..
Come to me tomorrow too dan if you can...If someone else needs u more then me tomorrow then I understand..but please do what you did today for me real soon! It was a great feeling..Feeling you watch over me and push me to go on is so amazing and I truly believe in angels now! Give Zam a kiss for me and tell her to help Mom too...she needs her still so very much..
love you and miss you more then words can say....
mommy
xoxox
Have I told you lately that I love you??? Remember our lil secret code..haha
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mom posted a condolence
Monday, January 22, 2007
Hi Dan~
I just can't believe this...I really can't..Why didn't you come to one of us for help????WHY???? Why did this have to turnout this way? I will never understand it ever and never accept this..I just can't figure out how THIS is better for you then having a decent life...it sounds good but do we all mean that when we say it..or are we only trying to make ourselves feel better..I truly can't wait till the day you greet me at heavens' gates..with your big smile...till then I will try to survive but for now it seems impossible to do..Please help me Danny I need you so much Please..............
miss you and love you so....
this is not Goodbye..only so long for now...
mommy xoxox
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alice posted a condolence
Thursday, January 18, 2007
hi danny im thinkin about you so much right now and thinkin of all the funny times we had together.. and me and ur mom are talking about you right now and how much we miss u and love u & how funny u were.. id do anything to just have 1 more day wit you!! its so weird because u are constantly on my mind so clear like i was just with u.. like deja vu .. maybe in a dream but i dont remember and i dont know y.. its almost 3 months and i cant and dont wanna believe it still.. it hurts so bad.. we were s0o close & now ur so far away.. i wanna know what we would be today? and who u would be today.. and where we would be..? just when i loved u the most.. this had to happen.. but it doesnt change anything because no matter what i wouldnt change a thing about meetin u or bein wit you or anything that happened because u made me so happy.. and i got to know u at ur best point and u were an amazing person.. i love u and ill never forget anything.. no matter how far we are.. ur in my heart forever <3 im not scared to love u ne moree!! lol.. i love u so much and u should always know that.. ok ill see u when i get their babe </3 watch over ur family and friends!
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mom posted a condolence
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
Hi DannyBoy
I havent written in a few days~ I have been trying so hard but it is getting harder for me everyday, not easier yet. I guess in time it will, I hope so. I cant see surviving this way and waking up feeling the same exact thing everyday. The pain is unbearable to me I can not stand it most times..
All I do is walk around and go through the motions Danny and I cant do this....I wish I knew WHY and what you were thinking...If I could have I would have stopped you..I wish I walked in on you and stopped you but it was too late..
I am home from work today, not feeling well.. All I want to do is sleep now and forget this life.. I think back to when you were little and how diferent life was then and now it is so hard for me to believe you are really gone forever...It is just not right..
I miss you so much it hurts so bad inside every second of the day..its aches..and my heart actually hurts so badly
Love you Miss you so ,,cant wait to see you again
mommy
xoxox
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Susan Gulliver posted a condolence
Thursday, January 11, 2007
Dear Danny:
This is the first time I am writing in this book or anywhere for that matter. I guess it has taken me this long to believe that this has really happened. I wear a necklace with a picture of you all the time. You are dear to my heart. I wish life had turned out different. I wish there had been something I could have said to you in a card that would have helped you. I wish I could have done what I vowed to do when I stood there as your godmother and helped you through. In my heart I know that you are at peace and no longer struggling. That is the only way I can accept this by believing that. You were a wonderful person.. so handsome, smart, creative, kind and fun. Even now sometimes I am in the card store and I say wow that woudl be a good card to send to Danny... I hope you know that I always was proud to say you were my nephew and that I loved you so very much. I am doing my best to be there for your Mom. you know how close we are... she is a part of me and you were too. I will be there as best I can from this stupid state that I live in... I will be there for all of them... I love you Danny...Rest in peace... Aunt Sue
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mom posted a condolence
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
Hi Sweetie,
I still can not believe you are gone.. You and I had this conversation so many times, and I told you it was going to get the best of you,, I know you didnt want this to happen, I know it.. And I am so sorry you did not have the chance to live your life like you deserved to... I guess you are better off because if you would have suffered through your entire life then you are much better where you are.. It just hurts so much Danny I am sorry I am trying... Your headstone will be here, they already dug a hole for it, so maybe in 2 wks..I hope you like it...
I love you and miss you more then words can ever ever say...
remember this is not goodbye..only so long for now...see u soon hopefully
mommy xoxox
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mom posted a condolence
Saturday, January 6, 2007
Hi Honey
Today is 10 weeks you are gone..It is still unreal to me most days.. It is beautiful today and I am going to visit you and clean things up there..Your headstone will be here in a few weeks... I hop eyou like it and I think you will.. I hope you are really happy and at peace.. I still can not get that out of my head,,,that day and wish more then anything I could go back in time and change it..but I cant so now I am trying to live here without you and it is impossible
I love you so much,,This is not Goodbye, only So long for now
mommy xoxox
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alice posted a condolence
Thursday, January 4, 2007
Danny where are you? i dont wanna do this anymore.. i miss yoUu so much its not fair!! i would have did anything? ANYTHING!.. im having a really bad day i miss u sOo much its just not right at all its all wrong! theirs no reason for us to live without u.. i loved u soo much! so0 much! i still do love you but now i cant do anything with that love excecpt pray and hope that u hear me and keep dreamin of where u are and how it is up their.. and wait for the day to see you and hold u but im afraid its too long to wait.. i never wanted to see u like the way i did ! i dont wanna remember that! i want to remember singin stevie b songs in ur car and u coming to get me after work all sweaty from the gym.. smokin ciggarets and flickin the ashes out the window for me cause i was scared of the wind! i still talk about you to people tellin them all the cute things u did and the funny things u would say as if u were still here.. why do i feel like im gonna see u and be with you again? it doesnt feel over.. it shouldnt have to bee! it feels like years since i kissed u.. i am completely broken. nothing compares to you.. i need you so0o much! remember when u said to me on the phone i wanna tell u somthing i been wantin to tell u but i dont know if ur ready and i said no dan im scared dont say it.. i cant get that out of my head.. why was i scared? why couldnt i have just say i love you to you! i have so many regrets i should have never been so scared.. i should have been their that day im sorry babe i miss u so much! i know ur happy ur dreams are so real! i cant believe the way u come to me in dreams. and tell me that ur ok.. i love you so0 much u know that dan<33 no matter what happens you have my heart <3 forever
Can i fly with you ?..</3
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mom posted a condolence
Monday, January 1, 2007
Hey Danny,
WHY????????????????????????????? I need to know why?????????????????
How can I get thru a new year without you here??? This is insane to me....I need to know what you were thinking??????? And why??? Danny??? WHY????? My every minute of every day is thinking of YOU and WHY?? I try to hide this pain but it wont go away not at all...Please tell me why and where are you?? Please come back and lets try again and start over...please I would give anything Danny..anything
I love you..happy new year in heaven..see you soon..this is not goodbye..only so long for now
mommy
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Barbara posted a condolence
Monday, January 1, 2007
Danny...It\\\'s 4 am and I\\\'m sitting here wishing your Mom was awake... I am having a bad night and I need someone to talk to... I want to go to bed and never wake up... I just don\\\'t understand where you went..why you went... are you with Zammy?? Is she OK???? Are you OK???
We\\\'re not ok here.. The pain is unbearable..the lose is unending and we don\\\'t know where to turn.... we\\\'re not supposed to outlive you...What was God thinking when he took you both???
Help us understand, Danny... You and Zammy are there... And we are here.... WHY?????
Barbara
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mom posted a condolence
Thursday, December 28, 2006
Hi Dan,
Today is 2 months you are gone. Hard to believe and most times it feels like years. I am still waiting for you to walk in the door and some nights I hear your voice saying, Hey Mom, whats up... and then I realize I am wrong. I still can not believe all this has happened.. It is like a missing piece of a puzzle that just won\\\'t complete the picture without it.. Without you we are incomplete and that is the way the rest of my life will now be. It is hard to accept this.. I miss you more then ever as every day passes. We are having a 21st b-day party for YOU!! I know, in spirit you will be there I just know it. The baby will be here soon and I know she will give me a little look to let me know she has meet you somewhere..Please help all of us here, your brothers, me , Dad and Jamie. Help us find some peace with this and I know you no longer suffer daily, like you did here. It must have been horrible for you and I am sorry I could not have done more to help you. Please know if I knew what else to do I would have done it all.. without a doubt..
I love you and miss you so
mommy
Not Goodbye, only So Long for now..
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mom posted a condolence
Sunday, December 24, 2006
My DannyBoy~
Today is Christmas Eve, so they tell me. IT is just another day this year for me and all of us.. It is not the same here without you and will never ever be the same. I can not seem to get myself together for this at all. I can not imagine what Christmas is like for you now..do you miss us?? I hope not, I hope you feel no regret or pain or sorrow there. I hope you have so much joy there and no more tears, please I can not imagine you being sad without us there.. Please have a MERRY XMAS with Jesus and Grandmom, Grandpop, Zam and everyone else.. I love you with all my heart and soul and Please come to us tonite and tomorrow in some way Danny, PLEASE we need you and I know if there is a way you will do it..
Love you and miss you sooooooooo
mommy xoxo
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mom posted a condolence
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
Hi Honey~~
I sure hope you can read all these notes. I miss you so much and keep waiting for you to walk in the door. I am counting down the days till Xmas and I just want it to come and go,, without you it will never be right. I am still going to make your favorite, Creamed Chipped Beef! Remember last year you said,, what no chipped beef?? I forgot to buy it and I am sorry sweetie..
I love you so much it hurts so bad Dan so bad I am not sure I can do this but I know I have no choice..
Please help me, help us all. Come to me in my dreams, I promise I wont be scared.. I love you and need you so much
This is NOT GOODBYE only SO LONG FOR NOW
love u,
mom xoxox
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mom posted a condolence
Saturday, December 16, 2006
Hi Honey
It is so nice out today...The sun was shining in my room this morning and I covered my face with the covers, I didnt want to get out of bed but realized I had 2 choices,,I can stay in this bed and cry all day and forget life or I can get up and just TRY... I asked myself what you would want me to do,,and I got up and I am trying to enjoy this beautiful sunny day,, FOR YOU Danny, I am doing it for you and your brothers and Daddy and Jaime and the baby, for they all need me still.. And I know you would want me to do this so I am.. I miss you and am trying to feel your strength and hoping you keep giving it to me so I can continue to try to live this new life that God has chosen for all of us here.. It is hard, harder then I thought and I am not sure I am strong enough so send me some of your strength ok??
LOve you and miss you sooo
remember this is not goodbye,,only so long for now,,,
mommy xoxox
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mom posted a condolence
Thursday, December 14, 2006
Hey Danny,
Today is a beautiful day, somewhat. It started out horrible, dark and rainy and dreary and now the sun is shining and it is nice out! I am going to go see you soon and maybe sit and read to you awhile.. I am trying so hard to believe you are my angel now and helping me, I have to have that faith, in order to get by somehow. ALso I am not goingt o look at how long it will take to be with you, but try to realize that when that day finally DOES come I will not even remember how long we have been apart. Make sense??? Well Just wanted to check in with you,, I know, sounds crazy,, hope you are shining down on me today with this sunny day. I will try to feel you thru the sun~
I love you! remember, not goodbye,,only so long FOR NOW
love u honey!!!
mommy xoxox
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alice posted a condolence
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Danny it kills me to see ur name on this page but its my way of lettin u know how im feeling and i know that u hear me.. i miss u soo much, when i was a little girl and some1 said to me what is ur worst fear. i would say loosing some1 i love. & then when i was 10 i lost my grandmom and it hurt so bad.. but NOTHING compared to this feeling of loosin some1 i fell inlove with, so young and so beautiful, u were exactly what i been lookin for all my life, and i had u we were so close to such good things to happen, and u were taken away from me.. ripped out of my arms and tooken away so0 far.. and i couldnt do anything to keep u with me, or hold on tighter, if i knew this, i would have went with you, i wouldnt let u go alone. but i know u are not alone u are with Zam, and that keeps me just alittle bit stronger, but i cant stop thinking of you and ur hugs and kisses and laugh and smile. it just tears thru my heart, i just dont understand how ALL of my dreams were shattered all in 1 night! u were just here, we were laughin and we were happy,u were being silly, its crazy dan i could still hear ur voice in my head, and close my eyes and see u lookin at me, sometimes i pray to you and God for u to just come back for a second just to get 1 hug, 1 laugh 1 kiss, 1 moment.. is that crazy? i believe in you.. that u could do anything u want to do, and i know that one day you will help us all see why ur their and not here, and that u are happy probly in the most beautiful place any1 ever saw. and u deserve every bit of happiness, i just wish i could be with you, i would have went with you danny. Now im left here without you and i have no other choice but to go on and live my life without you, its not fair, it seems all wrong, but somewhere along that line somewhere it has to be right, maybe right for you, because ur happy, but wrong for us because we MISSS U BUT i truely believe u are OUR ANGEL!. 7 u are going to protect us as u always have. & Dear God i will be the best person in life i could be, ill do anything u ask of me, IF u lead me to danny in the END.
how can i go on without ur kisses in the night </3
i love you more then youll ever know Danny.well be together again!!
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mom posted a condolence
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Hi Danny~
I miss you and today I am mad, mad at the world. Mad that you are not here with us for Xmas, for your 21st b-day, for the Baby , for every single reason.. I dont get it and I never will... Why??? What could I have done Danny?? I wish I knew... Most days I just get thru the day,,going thru the motions in a daze, and other days I cant do it!
All I see if your face and hear your voice and wait for you to walk in. and it is never gonna happen. Please give me strength for I dont feel it right now..
I love you and miss you and am so sorry if I wasnt there for you when you needed me the most, I just didnt know it..
This is NOT Goodbye Only so long for now...mommmy xoxoxo
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mom posted a condolence
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Hey DannyBoy~
Just thinking of you- but when am I not. I miss you so much it is impossible to carry this pain.. Please help me for I need to help others around me and I am not doing a good job. You know how I am, I always needed to be the one to help, and now I feel useless so please please give me some kind of sign or strength... I can't beleive this is it,, this is how it has ended. The worse outcome , the one that haunted us has really become a reality.. What will I do without you Danny? How can a mother be complete when she gave birth to 3 children and am left with 1 missing??? I need to know how ?? Can you carry me now please cause I am too hurt right now and have lost all direction..
I love you so... this is not GOODBYE..only SO LONG FOR NOW
mommy oxox
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mom posted a condolence
Saturday, December 9, 2006
Hey Danny,
It is 6 long weeks since I saw you, heard your voice or felt your hugs. I miss you so much Danny and hope you are happy and feeling the peace you deserve so much. I know how hard it must have been for you and I promise you I will get to the bottom of it one day.. For now, I need to try to carry on and reach the other side of this.. I am lost without you and wake up feeling so empty. I believe you can read this and that is why I write, plus it helps me somehow.. Please know that I forgive you,, for all of it. I always have and I tried the best I could to help you but in the end, you won because you are in peace now and no longer having to fight the fight everyday so please remember that although this is impossible to bear right now for us,, YOU are free now and that somehow makes me feel just a little bit better..
I will never ever get over this but I will find a way to live this new life that the Lord has decided to give all of us.. Watch over us Danny all of us..help your brothers and Daddy and Jaime and also Gabriella Danielle,,, the love of your life!! She will have a special twinkle in her eyes, I just know it!!! And it will come from you!!
Love you so much DannyBoy,,this is not Goodbye only So long for now...
mommyxoxo
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brandon posted a condolence
Thursday, December 7, 2006
heyy danny,
i cant stand this it is unbareable.its soo hard to deal with.no one understands at me.i juss wana see u or hear u or be in a dream with u tonight and im that dream i want u to tell me that im gonna be ok and that i shouldnt worry cuzz well see each other again.i want a dream like u gave other people....that would be soo special to me juss for one last memory....i woundnt want another dream juss that one and i want to remeber it for tha rest of my life.in this dream i want to see u,in this dream i want to hear u,in this dream u need to talk to me for a while...please i need a long dream this would really help me ALOT!i cant wait untill we can all be together again or juss me n u i dont really care i juss wanna be with u no matter what,in one beautifil place called heaven.danny i need a dream tonight i wanna see and hear u!! i wanna have a talk with u..i want it to be long..very long,but mor improtantly i want to remember it for a long time,please i beg u!!!i miss u soo much theres no 1 to hang out with after school.and i dont laugh as much without u here..basicaly im miserable,i will neveer be tha same withoout u. rememeber me untill it is my time..and remember to come to me in my dreams maybe not tonight but really really soon..... i love u sooooo much...watch over me
love u <3
brandon
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alice posted a condolence
Thursday, December 7, 2006
Danny reading all of the things people feel for u and knowing all of the pain we all have without u just breaks me.. i dont know what to say and do without you.. i just want to be happy and see u here again, i never wanted to say goodbye to you, i never wanted u to be just a memory, i never wanted to miss ur smile, or ur voice or laugh, anytime i missed u or thought of u i would call u or u would come see me and i would be okay, but now ur so far away and i cant see u or hear u, and this is the hardest thing ill ever have to do in my life. im so scared to look into my future and see whats it gona be like.. im afraid to see the person im goin to become, im afraid to go to sleep and have a beautiful dream of you and then wake up and realize it was just a "dream".. i want u to be where i can see feel and hear u.. i miss you soo muchhhhhh! i still wait for ur phone calls.. and stand on my porch waiting for u to pull up infront of my house smilin at me.. i still wish to be sleepin on ur pillow instead of mine..i have so much pain and so much regret, i wish i was their sitting next to you that very day. would u be here right now? would u be ok ? am i ever gona egt answers to these questions?.. i just need u.. and i need ur strength.. i miss u every day i wake up and every breath i take, my heart wont heal im scared of what im goin to become. i need u to help me i need u so much. i just wanna dream off u alllll night! help me danny help all of us.. we need u!
the sun wont shine since u went away, seems like the rains falling everyday
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mommy posted a condolence
Wednesday, December 6, 2006
CHRISTMAS WITHOUT YOU?.
If I had known last Christmas would have been your last here,
I would have done everything EXACTLY as you would have wanted.
Cooked all your favorite foods, bought you everything you could have ever wanted.
But, More than that ,,,,I would have held you forever, I would have told you it was ok, I was not mad at you.
I would have forgiven you in a heart beat and let all that you had done slip away..
If only I had known.
If I had known it would have been the last year I hung your stocking with all of ours,
I would have gotten you the biggest stocking ever?. One that you would have remembered!!
If Only I had known.
If I had known it would have been your last Christmas Dinner that you sat with us I would
Have sat you at the head of the table and honored you and toasted to you, for all your good and all my love..
If only I had known.
If I had known it was your last Christmas morning, coming down stairs to see the presents
Under the tree..
I would have made a special tree that was all about YOU and it would have been beautiful.
If only I had known..
How will I ever celebrate Christmas without you? How will I listen to music that will only remind me of your absence??? HOW???????
Every snowflake, Christmas Song, smell of a cookie,, mistletoe, gingerbread house, snowman, every piece of tinsel, frost on a window, cry of a baby.. Santas? beard, sled or jinglebells, every wind that blows, every snowfall that leaves complete silence, every church bell that rings, every snow angel I see, every child building a snowman, every Mother with her son,, every single THING?
Will remind me you are not here..
If only time could reverse,,, go back just a little bit, I would tell you how special you were and still are. I would hold on to your last movement and laugh , and if possible I would bottle it forever.
I can not let you go.. this is asking way too much of me now.. Why God?? Why??
I would tell you how good hearted you were and how I knew your every thought and felt your pain.
Let you know that it was all ok., that I treasured every minute with you and that it was all going to be ok..
I would tell you to please hold on,, Danny, please pray for strength..
Instead I am asking God now for the strength to carry on without you and it feels impossible to do..
You are with the Angels now, having the best Christmas ever and realizing its? true meaning..
I will wait until that day when we can share Christmas without any hustle and bustle, any worries.
And when that day comes it will be the greatest ever and until then I will long and ache for you..
You were young, but old enough to be an adult with all your traits and your wonderful personality..
Not old enough to have watched you grown into a mature adult, marry, have children, nor too young to not have known who you were as a person?
There is never a right age to lose a child? never right to watch what you have created leave you behind..
If only I had known..
I will miss you every second that I breathe in and breathe out..
This is not Goodbye,, only So long for now My Son,,my DannyBoy..
I love you
J
John posted a condolence
Tuesday, December 5, 2006
Danny~
This is the first time I'm writing on this, because I write somewhere else otherwise people would think I'm crazy. I really can't beleive this happened to you, no matter how bad things were..they were never as bad as they are right now. Somedays it feels like this pain I feel will never diminish. I think about you all the time and I try to hide the pain. This is the hardest time ever in my life, to have to continue on with life knowing that I will never see you again and you never get to meet my daughter and even worse my daughter will never meet you. The impact you've made on my life the 20 years you were here is crazy. It's hard because people don't realize that not only are you my brother but you were my best friend and everything that happened in your life, good and bad, I've been apart of and right now I'm about to embark on some of the most important things that I've ever experinced and you not here. I really thought in my heart that one day you would get it and stop, I never thought I would have to say goodbye, I never thought I would be praying over you at your funeral, I never thought you would never get to meet my daughter, I never thought you wouldn't be my best man, I never thought I would be able to continue life without you and somedays I feel like I'm just here and nothing around me really matters or seems important. And some people actually have the nerve to complain about stupid little dumb shit and I just wanna smack the shit outta them. I wish I woulda held on to you alittle tighter, I wish I didn't do some of the shit I did, I wish I could go back to when we were kids and nothing really mattered, I wish I could have one more conversation with you so I could tell you how much I love you,I wish I wasn't mad the day you left us,I wish we had one more vacation,I wish we had one more laugh, one more cry, one more day , one more hour, I can't really understand why now? I hate this..Okay I'm gonna stop..Love ya little brother..John
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mom posted a condolence
Sunday, December 3, 2006
Hi Honey,
Today is Dec 3rd, it is Jaimes baby shower.. Lil Gabriella Danielle is on her way soon. Watch over her and Jaime ok? And all of us please.
LIfe without you is just not right now,,forever there is a void with every single thing that I do..
I miss you more and more each day
but this is NOT GOODBYE only SO LONG for now....
love you
mommy xoxox
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Barbara posted a condolence
Friday, December 1, 2006
Danny:
I found this song and posted it on Zam's guestbook.... I thought you'd like to hear it too... Tell Zam I'm tryin, Danny... It's just soooo hard... For me & your Mom. It's so hard!
Bless a Brand New Angel
You were a rose among my thorns
You were the calm in the eye of every storm
Now you're gone, I have no more tears to cry
We never had a chance to say goodbye
Oh, bless a brand new angel
Heaven isn't all that far
Though time came to take you
You're still living in my heart
With a love that's never changing
Please bless a brand new angel
You were my refuge from the rain
When you'd smile
You'd bring summer back again
I'll hold you here, forever in my mind
Till we meet someday on the other side of time
Oh, bless a brand new angel
Heaven isn't all that far
Though time came to take you
You're still living in my heart
With a love that's never changing
Please bless a brand new angel
Without you, the sun will never shine as bright
You're magic touch lit up each corner of my life
With a love that's never changing
Please bless a brand new angel
See you when I get there.....
Love,
Barbara
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mom posted a condolence
Thursday, November 30, 2006
This is not one bit better...I just don't get it~~ WHY?????????????
I can not go on like this, it hurts too bad..What could I have done?? WHAT?? There must have been something I missed, there had to be..
I miss you and need you HERE DANNY, help me please
love u, mommy xoxo
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mom posted a condolence
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Hey Honey,
Wow do I miss you..it is hitting me like a huge tidal wave just rolling in,,and as I see it coming I try to run away from it but today it has just swallowed me up. I am lost in this wave and drowning right now. that is how it feels.. I never really imagined life without you and although it was so hard to watch you the way you were.. I would give it all to have some more time with you. I always had hope,,that things would get better and now I dont have anything to hold on too.. Your brothers are hurting so much Danny,help them please. Come to them in a happy dream, they need that.. Jaime misses you so much too ,,, Gabriella will be here soon,,her middle name is now Danielle,, after her beautiful uncle.. She would have loved those big strong arms to take care of her.. PLease do it from heaven ok.. Dad is lost, he cant even come home early from work cause he looks for you to hang out with..Help him too Danny he needs you so much ..
I am me..just very different. A part of me is with you and I hope that comforts you,, I will never ever be the person I was, for without you I am not complete. It is true. So many of your friends miss you and are lost too,,help them all Danny, ALice too, help her find her way please.. I love you and miss you..This is not GoodBye, it is only so long for now... see you soon love you, mommy xoxo
ps--give Zam a kiss and Grandmom and Pop Pop and everyone else up there..
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aLice posted a condolence
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Danny.. i just came from ur house & i cant tell u how broken i am.. i lOok at my self and i dont even see me.. i hear myself talking and its not my personality.. i am just not me!.. when u left me u toOk me right with you.. i just want tO understand and come to conclusion with all this.. but i cant.. i cant find nothing to help me.. i just want you.. i want u here..next to me.. holdin me.. every day.. all day!.. & i cant have that & it hurts so bad.. im forced to fake a smile everyday.. only u could make u smile.. now its just FAKE!.. i think about all the funny things u used to say.. & i just still laugh the same way i used to as if u were here tellin it all over again.. & that laugh is real.. cause u were real.. the realest thing i ever came across in my life!.. i have mussing peices that i cant put back together no matter how hard i try.. i just fall apart again and again..i need u to help me.. i just picture you lOokin at me wit them pretty chinky eyes lol.. andd i just breakk!.. their were so many things left unsaid and undone.. & i keep on telling u.. i hope u hearr me although ur living in another world up their.. i wanna say thank u for my dreams.. they arent just dreams to me.. its yOu.. its so real!.. its deeep!.. u were my angel sweetheart<3.. and u still are !.. & ur face and ur voice will be forever in my mind..ur somthing i will never ever let gOo of!.. i promise u!.. i want u to find ur happiness and find something that u always wanted to do that u never did.. & do it up their..we will all be right their with you someday.. i love yOu baby.. take care of zammy & everyone u are with..
" the day u slipped away.. i found it wont be the same.. i didnt get to kiss yOu goodbye on the hand.. i wish that i could see u again.. i know that i cant.. i hope u can hear me.. i remember u clearly!
ive had my wake up.. now wont u wake up? i keep asking why.. and i cant take it.. it wasnt faking.. it happened u passed by.. now ur gone!.. somewhere i cant bring u back "
I LOVE YOU DAN..</3
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mommy posted a condolence
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
DannyBoy~
This is NOT GOODBYE..only SO LONG FOR NOW..One whole month without you~ I miss you so and I would have gone blind with you here and not have been able to see you that way..then live here without you..R.I.P beautiful mommy xoxo
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mom posted a condolence
Monday, November 27, 2006
Hi Danny,
Today seems strange to me, more than other days. I feel so empty and lost. I am confused with everything and can not think straight. I think I need some sleep. Hope things are beautiful for you in heaven and you are finally happy nad peaceful. Life is so different here now. I know you were away so much so we were used to you not being around but this feels so different cause there are no phone calls or emails or anything... Where are you Danny??
Love you and miss you so much
mom
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brandon posted a condolence
Sunday, November 26, 2006
heyy danny,
i sorta had a hard day today we picked out ur headstone and then i watched ur video and it made me relise that all these people miss u and u have touched them in a way in there life but none miss u as much as i do .i sorta feel like when im trying getting back to normal that i am forgetting u in a way. but i know i will never ever forget u danny ever.i have soo many things to tell u about and i have soo many questions.....but they will have to wait untill i see u again. one happy day all of us me u mom dad john and jaime will be one big and happy family but untill then never ever forget me danny as i will never forget u.it seems like forever since i heard ur laugh on seen ur smile,but i know i will see u again,one happy day. on tuesday it will be a month and that month flew by and i cant belive it.i need u to give me a sign in my dreams.i need u to talk to me in my dreams i need u to tell me im ok and not to worry because we will see each other again and more importantly i wannna know why....for alot of things.my life doesnt make sense without u dan it just doesnt at all.on the outside i may seem happy and laughing but on the inside i feel schattered.my heart is broken and can never be fixed without u in my life.i know heaven is a beautiful place where no one can feel pain but why cant earth.it doesnt make any sense to me at all.as i never wanted to be in this situiation and i know u dont wanna be there and u wanna be with tha people u loved the most.i need to see u i juss need to id give it all away juss to see again.....but untill then watch over me and watch over our family.i love u danny and miss u more than words could ever tell. that one day where we will all be together will be tha best day ever i know it.LOVE U DANNY
brandon
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brandon posted a condolence
Friday, November 24, 2006
hey danny,
yesterday was fun but it would have been better with u there.ive sorta been thinking bout alot of things latly and i juss wanted u to know but i think u already knew I LOVE U DANNY!!!!
brandon
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Mom posted a condolence
Thursday, November 23, 2006
Hi DannyBoy
Its Thanksgiving today and it is not the same without you..Who will bug me asking when dinner will be ready??? Everyone is over to help us through this. I KNOW you are here with us, I can feel you, just not see you. We miss you so much it hurts so badly but I know you are at peace and in heaven and spending your 1st Thanksgiving with Grandmom and Grandpop and Zam and everyone else. Dont eat all the food! Make sure you leave some for everyone else!
I love you so and missing you is just not enough to say.. I know we will be together again I am sure of that. BUT until that day please look down at us and help us and carry us when we can no longer walk or take one more step.
You are my DANNYBOY for ever and ever
I LOVE YOU
Mommy xoxox
Give everyone a big kiss for me, and tell Zam to help her Mom PLEASE..come to her and let her know that she is safe PLEASE this is so important...love u xoxox
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Barbara posted a condolence
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Danny....
Where do I begin?? I just finished writting to Zam and now I've come here to say hello... I hope and pray that you two are together, watching out for each other, as you always did..
I don't understand all this... I'm not sure I can comprehend another senseless loss.. You will be missed so much by sooooo many...
Watch over your family, Danny..... They will need your strength and prayers to get through this.
As I always say to Zam.... I'll see you when I get there....
I love you Danny....
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brandon posted a condolence
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
danny,
where do i even begin.its soo hard to acept the fact that ur gone but i my heart i know ull giv me the strengh to.im really lost withhout u danny,ur not there to kiss me goodnight and ur not there for the holidays....it hurts more than anything dan.i need ur strengh im trying to hold it in to be srtong for everyone but i cant i juss cant i im gonna take it out on the wrong thing i cant do this anymore
i juss cant.i cantstand this pain anymore!its drivin me crazy.i miss ur smile,i miss ur laugh,and more importantly i miss u.and id give it all away juss to see u again juss once id give it all.i need u my life is worthless without my big brother.my hearts broken and itll never be fixed ever.
i love u and miss u like crazy.
watch over me big brother
brandon
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lauren white posted a condolence
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
this is to the chirico family
im sorry about danny.....
brandon i know what your going through trust me i know and i just want to tell u and everyone im here for you. danny,stephanie my mom,and zam are probably listening to the radio or doing stuff together
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Linda Carbone posted a condolence
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Dear John, Maria, John and Brandon,
We just heard about Danny. Our heartfelt sympathies are extended to all of you. We will keep all of you even closer in prayer.
If there is ever anything we can do to help, please do not hesitate to call on us.
Maria, I read you letter to your son and I am sure he "always knew" how much he was loved. You are a great Mom...a wonderful person...never doubt yourself...Danny knows how much he is loved!
With love,
Linda, Anthony and Christina Carbone
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Ant Cristelli posted a condolence
Monday, November 13, 2006
Danny, Another week has gone by and it already feels like years since I've seen you. I've been trying so hard to be strong for a lot of people esp. the Fam. Saturday I picked up Brandon and had him wit me at work for the day and I see now why that kid had your heart, but now he has mine cuz when i talk to him and chill with him all I see is you man. I took your Vic jersey and wore it that day and he wore his matching one.LOL. I'm still looking for signs from you, each day I think I make myself believe that stupid stuff that happens is because of you. I hope it is you. Alright Dan I was just sayin hi again and trying to get through to you anyway i can. I love ya Chico.
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dana sarubin posted a condolence
Saturday, November 11, 2006
Dan I love and miss you so much. I still can't belive This Is real.I never would of thought this would happen to you danny. But I will never stop thinking about you. You and your family are forever in my prayers.You were really one of a kind, there will never be noone else like you ..lol...i love you so much dan and ill never forget you and the moments we shared together.watch over us angel <3
love always,
dana sarubin
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The White Family posted a condolence
Friday, November 10, 2006
To Chirico Family.....
We are sorry for your loss. Nothing can compare to the loss of a brother,sister couzin, but especially a child. Our heartfelt condolences go out to your family during this time.
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aLice<33 i love u danny! posted a condolence
Thursday, November 9, 2006
wow.. i dont even know where to begin.. danny i cant believe im doing this right now..theirs no words for me to explain my pain..u were everything to me.. and now im lost! im not myself.. u were the best thing that ever came into my life..& i never ever thought i would loose u.. maybe for another girl or even just a little argument .. or maybe just not answerin ur phone.. but THIS! i never imagined living life w.out u why danny? WHY? all my questions will never be answered.. and all my tears will never ever stop.. the only thing that gets me thru is knowing ur with zammy..<33 but im lost and i dont know how to find the person i once was.. when u left u to0k my whole heart & soul..! i dont know how to get thru days and nights w.out ur phone calls and ur lexus pulling up infront of my house..& ur smile is all i see! i keep tryna wake up out of this dream.. but everytime i wake up it jus feels worse..im never gonna stop lo0kin at ur pictures lisening to ur songs and stop talking about you.. and even tho ur not here.. were still gona talk and laugh and be weird0s together.. im still ur girl babe <3 thats not gona change!
& i love u and to know that u loved me as much as i loved u makes me so0 happy..& it doesnt seem right that ur so0 far away from me.. when i met u i thought to myself.. this kid is perfect.. its like hes an angel.. and u were! u were my angel.. & now ur an angel in heaven.. danny i am so thankful that u were a part of my life.. i feel blessed! the memories of me and u are gona live forever in my mind and ur gona stay in my heart!..
nothing has changed ur still the same thing u were to me when u were here.. its just that for now were apart.. but it doesnt matter because im still here ..and we will be together again i promise u baby<3
u better be waiting for me with ur arms open ready for a big hugg & kiss!
Take care of Zammy <3 & ill take care of ur family.. i love u !!
R.I.P
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mommy posted a condolence
Wednesday, November 8, 2006
Hi Danny..
I didnt know people can still write on here. I have been writing on MySpace to you and I know you have been able to read it..
I ache and long to see you and feel you and hug you...nothing will ever be right again.. I will just carry on and have this empyt feeling in me.. I feel like I have been stripped of everything...taken back to my flesh only..if that makes any sense to you.
I wake up and you are the first thing on my mind and when I do sleep I wake up so i CAN think of you--afraid that sleeping will be less time to think of you..
I see the world different now--its like I have these fuzzy glasses on and I can not seem to see things the same..Everything looks different to me it is the strangest thing..
I love you so much and I know you knew this but I didnt get a chance to tell you and I am sorry I was mad at you...but you know why.
Please watch over all of us and esp. your Brothers..John has been so strong with this ,,he needs your strength..and Brandon is still confused and has so many questions and misses his Buddy..and Daddy is not the same and gone and I am worried .. Please watch jaime and your baby niece.they need you to wrap those big arms around and protect.PLEASE take care of us all here and give Zammy a kiss for me and tell her I love her and her family and to please help her Mom forgive...
love you more and miss you so
mommy
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brandon posted a condolence
Wednesday, November 8, 2006
hi dan,
i was just thinking of you all day today. it is hard to belive that ur gone.and i just wanted you to know that i love you and miss you.....everyone does.
love and miss you
you brother brandon AKA brantheman
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Anthony Cristelli posted a condolence
Tuesday, November 7, 2006
Chico, I dont' even know what to say, I guess everything happens for a reason but to me the reason you were taken will never make sense. I hope you liked the slideshow I made of you cause we all know that you took all them pics for everyone to see, so now they can. I love you man. I will be there for your family long after they need me, I promise. Everyone is asking for strength and everything from you, but all I want is for you to rest your head now and have the peace you longed for. I'll never forget all the memories we had together. I love you Danny Boy.
Maria, I hope that you know how much I love you and admire you for still going strong considering all that you have been through. I will always be here for anything whether it be a favor, support or anything. I love you, hang in there.
Big John, I feel so close to you, and know that we will never let Danny's memories fade. You were right when you said he was saved from something he would of suffered from later. Love ya buddy.
John, I wish we got as close as we are now a long time ago, but know that it will always stay that way.."You know ur gay when ur talking all sweet to another guy" LOL. Hang in there bro and all the rest of the pieces will fall in place, You know what I mean!!!
Lil Brandon, Danny loved you so much kid, and I dont care what it is, money to get me soda,lol, if u need someone to beat u in Madden or anything know that I won't hesitate to be there for you. Alright lil man talk to u later.
Rest your head now Danny, I love u!
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Renee Deal posted a condolence
Wednesday, November 1, 2006
Maria, John and the entire Chirico family words can not express how sorry we are for your loss. Please know that our thoughts and prayers are with you. Danny will be missed by many.
Renee, Ralph, Justin, Myles and Maddie Deal
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Barbara posted a condolence
Wednesday, November 1, 2006
Maria, John, John Jr & Brandon:
Words are not adequate to express how sorry I am. You know how I felt about Dan... He was very special to Zam, me and Fredo. I loved and cared and worried for him like a son. No words will ease your pain at this moment, but please know that I am here and that I care and understand....
We are part of this horrible club that neither of us wanted to join.....The cost of membership was our children...
Take hold of anything you can that will get you through the next weeks, months and years. And always remember that I am just a few feet away...You need but to ask and I will be there to talk, hug, cry, scream at God.... Whatever you need!
I have to believe that Zammy was waiting for Dan when he got to Heaven... She will guide and protect him...He will be safe with her and she with him.... That thought is what gets me through the day..........
All my love,
Barbara
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Laurie posted a condolence
Wednesday, November 1, 2006
Dann where the hell do i start. tonight was so hard for me and tomorrow is going to be so much harder. you basically where like another brother to me, you watched me grow up from like 5 years old on, and i never in a million years would imagine that i would be writing to you like this, do you remember the time when i was grounded and i still had people over, and i was kicking everyone out because my mom was almost home and you were like im not leaving till my ellios pizza is done. haha you seriously knew sooo much about me, and i knew if any boy broke my heart you would be there to set him straight ! i kno you still will but danny what do i do cause u broke my heart, make it better, so many questions i want to know, why. every memory of ninth grade involves you !! i went through my pictures, remember the night me you kelly n dan got all whacked just the four of us drunk as skunks, we were like wat if we kissed, and then we went bk to reality and was like OK WOW NEVER! WAY TOO WEIRD!! i still remember when u got in that accident and me and erica came to see you, i have pictures of your eye, On the Rictor scale shes a total ZERO!! that night was so great, and the funny part is only me you heath trev n hughie know exactly what that means. how about the one night at my house and they had a video camera, its so funny when i think about us so young walkin to the snack stand and we wouldnt walk with eachother, id either be behind you or in front of you and our moms would purposely send us there .. you really are one in a million <3 i still remember our last words, you were telling me about my trainer, and im like dan i kno he is right in front of me, then once again you yelled at me for eatin pasta, and you said "i can smell it its seeping thru ur pores" now everytime i eat pasta all i can do is think of you u wer always so nice to me jk you have made a huge impact on my life, i could keep going and going but il stop i wish we could make more memories but we will danny we will when i get there until then please watch over me... rest in peace baby <3 i love you and always will <3 laaaaaa
i can still hear your voice in my head says tiittsss ..
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Michael McCarron posted a condolence
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Mr & Mrs Chirico, John and Brandon,
I am very sorry about the loss of Danny. I will keep all of you in my prayers. I love you all and I am hear if you need anything.
Love,
Michael McCarron
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Brandy posted a condolence
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Mr. and Mrs. Chirico, John, Jaime, and Brandon,
I am sorry for your loss. You will forever be in my prayers.
Brandy Colangelo
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Colleen Chaney posted a condolence
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Maria, John & Family,
We are so sorry for your loss and you are all in our prayers. If we can help in any way, please let me know.
Love Colleen, Scott, Sammy, John and Justin
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Luke Stanch posted a condolence
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
To John and family:
Sorry for your loss. Dan was a good man who will be missed by all who knew him. I know everytime I saw Dan he had a smile on his face. Best friends have to step up in a time of need and I'm here for you and your family. I know this is hard for evreryone but stay strong and remember the good times you have had together. My prayers are with you and your family.
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Michelle Lavell posted a condolence
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Danny Chirico RIP
Dan,
Im never going to forget all those memories that we had growing up since the 5th grade. Wow we grew up togather and now your not here. You were one of a kind and you know that. We went through alot together and now your not here to go through this. I want you to know that Im always going to miss you and Ill never forget you like Ill never forget Zammy. You two were close and I was her bestfriend and you were my good friend. I have nothing bad to say about you execpt that you had a mean side to yoou sometimes but that was you and that will live with me forever. Im sure going to miss you dan, you were a good freind and had a big heart,now that will always go on in the memories that we have of you. You take care up there and you tell zammy and tom I love and miss them too. I will always love and miss you and think about you everday as I do Zam. My prayers go out to your family and all your friends. I miss ya already dan. Now its your time to rest in peace and may all your dreams come true. I love and miss you.
Love Michelle Lavell
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Kelly Todd posted a condolence
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Dan,
I have known you since first grade. You were always sooo smart in school and sooo cute. I can not believe that you left our lives so soon. It was not enough time with you. Your family and friends are in my prayers but I know you are watching over them. I know you are at peace now. Take care of Zammy and Tom. I love you babe and I will miss you soo much. You will never be forgotten.
Love,
Kelly Todd
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Jenn Imperato posted a condolence
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Dan,
I still cannot believe this is real. We've known eachother for 7 years, and we've had soo many memories together...I will never forget when me, kristen, and trisha got our pictures developed from the shore. We went to your house that night and you stole one of the 3 of us lookin all sexyy, and you said you would never give it back cause you loved that picture. Dan I will never forget you. You were such a great friend. Please watch over everyone, and give Hughie and your boys the strength to be strong through all of this for me. Take care of Zam and Tom for us please. I will miss you...Your family is in my prayers everyday. God Bless.
Love Always,
Jenn Imperato
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Chris Salstrom posted a condolence
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
To the Chirico family,
I was blessed to spend time with you and Danny on many occasions. You are all beautiful and special people and I am very sorry for your loss. Danny always had the ability to make me smile when I saw him and I know that he is in a good place now. Dan was a great person and I will always remember him. Once again, I am very sorry and wish you all the best. If you need anything, don't hesitate to call me.
Love, Chris Salstrom
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Maria and Tim Park posted a condolence
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
To Maria,John,Brandon&John,
We are very sorry about the loss of Danny. He is at peace now shining down on his wonderful family. We will always remember the good times watching the boys play football and baseball together threw the years. You are all in our thoughts and prayers.
With our Deepest Sympathy,
Maria and Tim Park and Family
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Samantha Carfi posted a condolence
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Dan,
I'll always remember you and the times we used to have a couple years ago. I will always remember and miss you always !!
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Felicia & Tony DiMattia posted a condolence
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Our thoughts and prayers are with you. May God give you strength during this difficult time
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